Well hello, I'm Nicole. 21. Life is about being you, loving who you are, and not caring about what other people think. No one can truly love you unless you are completely yourself. Flaws and all. There's nothing perfect in perfection, but there's something perfect in being imperfect. Admitting that you, like everyone else, have done some things you're not proud of. Have hurt the wrong people. And have sometimes wanted to give up all together. But pushing on when you feel like you can't anymore, is true strength. Sometimes I get insecure. Sometimes I get mad at nothing. Sometimes I feel like everyone hates me. But at the end of the day, I'm me. And that's something no one else can be. Just like you, I'm special.

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You weren’t supposed to leave….not yet. I’m angry at you, but more than anything I can’t stop the pain. And I feel like there’s no way that I can, ever. Why did you have to leave me alone in life? How could you be so selfish? We had plans…you had people who loved you and would literally do anything for you. Thinking of the fact that I’ll never hear your laugh again. Never see your smile again. Never feel your arms around me again. Never hear you say ‘I love you’ again. It breaks my heart, completely shatters me. I feel dead and lifeless. And I’m not really sure that I can make it without you.

Come back….please. Somehow? I know it’s impossible…but you were my soulmate and forever will be. Why did you have to go? Why did you do it? These are the very questions that haunts me, kills me, and makes me cringe. One day, I will see you again. But it won’t be soon enough. I love you baby, always. My heart was always yours. And I know you were always mine. Until that day comes until I see you again, I’ll miss you and think of you everyday. <3